(Source: isolati0n, via iamsexuallyfrustrated)

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I always wondered, “Why did I fall in love with you?”
I thought about it and I realized it wasn’t because you were tough, not because you were courageous, not because you could stand up for yourself, not because you held your own at all times. It was because I saw the weakness you tried showing me, the ways you tried to get me, the moments that you looked at me, the pure sweetness I never saw in you, the 2 year commitment you made to keep chasing me when I didn’t want you, and nun’theless, the way you break down your barriers just for me.
Even though you’ve been gone for quite some time, it still seems you have me holding on tightly. I’ve always been strong, believe me but when it comes to compassion and affection who doesn’t get weak in the knees. I see awhole other person when it comes to you. You have a strong structure that people always see as you but to me, that’s just your guard up. You & I have many things in common but still we have many other things that are different. You have healed my torn emotions towards love. I, as others, have gave up very long ago on what is known as love. You have so far showed me a different way of veiwing it. You once told me to stop believing what I see and start believing in what is there. I know what is there, and what is there is you. I’m sorry I haven’t been able to notice it but now that I have put away all anger, resentment & disappointment behind me, I see you. I see how hard you have tried to keep me. Your willingness to break down and most importantly, your soft heart that is so afraid of me ruining something special.. us.
You have completely stolen my heart and I can’t wait to start off where we originally left on. Waiting for your return and til’ then, all is still where its suppose to be.